Stop pretending like you don't get it and don't understand context.
You know well enough not to call someone the N-word, the K-word for Jews, or the F-word for gay people, don't you? It's the same with using the R-word. It's not the same as calling someone a cunt or a piece of shit, and I'm fairly sure you know it.
If you're talking about the time when Bacon made a bet with you about not swearing for a year, that was because you overused it, not because you used it at all.