theironshake

Me now after now losing 2.5 stone. At 45 nearly 46 it's my lightest weight since I was 25. Feeling pretty good about my appearance

So since my last post I managed to get the balls and send her the CCTV of her snogging the man outside my business. She is now taking action for a data breach and I could lose my alcohol licence and be massively fined. Seriously she cheats I catch her and I could get done for it. I'm glad I got rid of her but on top of everything I find she is a massive arsehole. And possibly a narcissist

This last 12 months have honestly been the worst of my life. In January my best friend and house mate lost his battle with Leukemia we had been best mates since the age of 6 and at 45 It just destroyed me. At the same time my dad has late stage Alzheimer's and has been in hospital for the last 5 weeks and was critical last week. I've been diagnosed as type 2 diabetes and am losing weight to get rid of it (and that is working) then yesterday I found footage of my girlfriend kissing another man outside the pub that I run (someone saw them and I have CCTV) but I'm too week and scared to do anything about it. I honestly feel like nothing is going the right way and don't know what to do. I know this probably isn't the place to put all this. But I just feel like there is no hope. Sorry I should have wrote this but I'm really not doing well